where life would leads me? a few years ago, everything seemed so clear my life path in 5 or 10 years ahead what i'm going to be.. who i'm gonna be with..
but when one dream after another were failing i felt this emptiness
i am a person who knows my limit but i'm pushing myself too hard way too hard.. that i could probably falling
everything seems so blur now so unpredictable who am i? what am i doing now? where life would leads me?
feels like.. sobbing feeling confused so confuse i could threw up
i wanna crawling to a corner of a room sat down and weep
ha! look at me.. moaning about life with high expectancy
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Harry Sanborn: I think I'm entering into another phase with this thing. I'm mad at you. Erica Barry: I think I'm mad at you too. Harry Sanborn: Good, because I don't LIKE thinking about you all the time and worrying about how you are... Erica Barry: You... worry about ME? Harry Sanborn: Yes, honey. The schmuck, who deserves to die, worries about you. Sometimes worrying about you feels like a full-time job. Erica Barry: Well I'm doing just fine, so you don't have to work that shift anymore!
To me you are perfect... and my wasted heart will love you.. until you look like grumpy old woman.. (taken from "Love Actually", with a few adjustment)
an almost thirty who wish to have a financial-freedom, but currently stuck in a life of public servant;neat freak;movie addict;bookacholic;noodle lover;affraid the dark & narrow spaces;married;love shoes, shoes & shoes.